though some may envy the life that im living..
why do i despise myself so much sometimes?
life's a whirl now. sometimes im happy. yet sometimes i sink into this state of uselessness. where i render myself hopeless. and very much beyond hope. but yet i can go crazily happy. chatter incessantly. and be happy. despite the many adversities that normal ppl or students face from day to day.
got into the team for soccer today! yeahh. i did not know what to expect. cuz my attendance has always been very shaky and dunno what. very thankful that i got in at the end. some disappointment around. no doubt about it. but what to do. there aren't unlimited places or smth. btu yeah! got into team. and hopefully. will be part of a team. that will seriously kick ass! at least. i think we can. no doubt about it. go raffles! =)
staying over in sch and doing spastic stuff. is not bad i guess. crazy ppl. at least. i got to know SOME ppl in my class better. crazy danen. hahaha. madness. fun though. rating system.=)
i love talking cock.
i sometimes question myself on my priorities. what's wrong with me. getting myself messed up in my own stupid shit.
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